Beyond Thinking

Finally I have awaken That long dream I had mistaken Someone was there for me from nowhere Promise a love that seems forever. Finally I have awaken I’ve dream too much I was fascinated Someone made me believe made me fall Fallen too deep yet the chance was small. Finally I have awaken Made me believe then I was forsaken I have been fooled just been a toy My heart is in pain fully destroyed. Finally my eyes have opened That dream seems so real it was deceiving Perhaps I’ve found the one that worth loving Such an innocent fool I’ve come believing. Finally my long dream was over Surely will take me so long to recover Indeed not a wonderful dream but a nightmare Drives me insane and put my heart to a vast scare.

Days passed without the glimpse of you Wondering how you’ve been or do I missed you I don’t exactly know what I’m feeling Sometimes thinking the absence could be helping. Am I still longing or just still dreaming The insanity that could be forbidding Trying to drain my thoughts of your existence Wanted to let go off the feeling that so intense. I should never love you this way Though my heart could not paved away I still can’t believe it could happened But the pain is real and will take time to mend.