Beyond Thinking

Its funny how someone promise forever without realizing that nothing in the world is certain… It’s funny how we find many friends during parties, but found no one during our down moment… It’s funny how people get too possessive of something or someone they don’t even own… It’s funny how people still can manage to laugh, after a painful heartbreak… It’s funny how someone could be good on taking care of others, while that person also needs someone to take care of them… It’s funny how people knew what is right, but keep on doing what is wrong… It’s funny that we knew we could hurt someone in the first place, but still do it and just say sorry afterwards… It’s funny that sometimes the reason of people’s happiness is by doing the wrong thing… It’s funny how people claim that they’re in love, but doesn’t know the true meaning of it… It’s funny how we ask for too much, but doesn’t work hard to achieve it… It’s funny how we blame God for our hardships, but forgets to thank ...

Have you ever felt like you’re floating in the air? Like you felt like there’s nowhere to go and you think about so many things endlessly that you would only feel so frustrated in the end because you end up thinking all the worst. That’s what happened to me a month ago…been shocked with the sudden turned of events in my life. So, what I’m afraid of already happened…so suddenly…so fast! I know I should have been prepared for it coz I saw it’s really coming. But I guess when you hold things back because you’ve been so attached to it, no matter how prepared you are…you will still feel frustrated and sad when it’s really time to let go. So I guess there is really no preparing for letting go of things because emotions can be unpredictable most of the time…when it flows, it flows! It’s just a matter of how we accept things…and for me, I just thought about it that maybe, it’s really time for a CHANGE! One morning, I woke up not hurrying for work anymore and there’s no report that I have ...

Imagine your life without a friend…I can’t imagine…hahaha! I think it would be a dull life. Aside from our family, God gave us friends to complete our life’s journey. Friends are there to listen to all what we want to say that we can’t tell our parents. They’re there to listen, gives help, comfort us when we feel down and sometimes just too simply hang around. Sometimes we seem much closer with our friend than with our family. Friends understand us more than our family. Sad to say, friends have that understanding regarding us that our family doesn’t have. Maybe it’s because we spend more time with our friend. Come to think of it, when we’re still in school we spent more time with our friends than with our parents and siblings…and even after school friends would come along to our house or we come along to their house. The time we spent with them for almost the whole day seems not enough. That’s how significant a friend is in our life. Then the time will come that we have to go o...

Wish I could make you happy But not because I look so silly Wish I could make you smile Make all the days worthwhile. Wish I could fill the emptiness That causes all your sadness Wish I could take away the pain Ease your heart and sanity remain. Wish I could be the one you miss each day The one you always wanted to stay Wish I could give you all the love The love you always want to have. Wish I could make all these dreams come true Though it’s clearly impossible to do I couldn’t do best but just wish Pray to God that you’ll always be at ease.

In the world that’s full of madness You suddenly came to ease my sadness You take me out of my shell Where I used to mourn and nothing to tell. I’m a person without dreams and ambition But then you show the way to my destination You’re my savior and protector Somebody that I’ve never had before. You made me smile and laugh again Seems I forget because of so much pain You take all my worries apart Made me secure without fear in my heart. My life has so much fun with you Can’t imagine a day without you You’re just too good and so true I thank God coz he made you. Date written -- July 27, 1999 Dedicated to all my FRIENDS… :)