Troubled

My heart is in trouble
It’s going to explode any minute
It’s hard to explain what I’m feeling
I don’t even know where it’s leading.

It’s more than stupidity
Much even more than craziness
This is all beyond my limit
I’m more than hurting I have to admit.

My mind is disrupting too much thinking
It’s overflowing, nearly breaking
I don’t want to think anymore
There’ll be nothing in store.

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