Beyond Thinking

1 Thessalonians 5:16 – 18 Rejoice always, pray continually, and give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus. “But how can you rejoice if you’re in the middle of a traffic and nonstop cussing in your mind because you’ll be late for work and have to hurried up to meet a deadline? How can you give thanks when couple of months after you graduated, you still haven’t landed on the job you always wanted?” Most of the time, our first reaction is to ask: “Why Lord? Why do you allow this to happen?” September 4, 2008, after months of battling on so many considerations and discerning God’s plan in my life, I have finally made a decision. With only 1,500 in my pocket, a bag of clothes that is lighter than the baggage in my heart, a shoulder bag that I borrowed from a friend, a journal, a PDL book (Purpose Driven Life) and tons of courage and faith with the Lord, I finally went to the City of Smiles to start a new Journey. At first I was scared although...

It’s something to work for Something to nourish and adore Something that needs two hearts or more Something everyone wish to have Something you can hold on to and be glad. During difficult times It’s not something you can buy in store But something you always wanted to restore It’s something free, something priceless Something you’ll fight for before anything else. It’s something to treasure forever Something won’t make you say never Something to be just you Something not to conceal and be true It’s something to comfort when you’re blue. It’s a special bond despite differences Something shared by all races It’s something called “friendship” a gift from above Once you have this you knew you’re blessed It’s something far from being distressed.

When all was said than done You can never take it back Can never be undone. Tongue sharply made life a knife Can melt a heart Though sometimes end a life. Mind full of thoughts A heart full of desires While just kept can never be inspire. Nice words better left unspoken If cannot put in deed And just let someone heartbroken. Thoughtful mind, good intentions All good things are meaningless When all was just said than done.

I am reposting my very first blog, written 3 years ago. I wonder what have been change...well I guess none except for some craziness that had happened. LOL! Well this is still me.. I like quotes… I love poems... I even wrote some with or without inspiration… I used to write about my feelings… even before I’ve learned texting and write emails…I write about anything to unload my burden or even cry sometimes coz it’s the easiest way to release everything in me…and to escape from the real world…! Sounds like crazy but that’s what I am… I even love to listen to sob stories, read romantic novels, watch romantic movies & imagine myself as the lead character…hahaha….I’m a hopeless romantic… writing is my passion even though I’m not sure if I really know how to write… I don’t have the confidence I must admit it….I love long talks though I’m silent most of the time…I like talking about life and it’s purpose. I guess it’s my obsession, finding the purpose of my existence in this world. I use...

As I open my eyes today I realized I have to stay away Sleepless nights should go Crying moments no more Just one thing I wish for That from this day and the coming days Would be better than Yesterday ... Here's another fave song of mine...It's really a cool song...

Sometimes we tend to hold on to what’s impossible…trying to rewrite an old story that’s already become a legend, hoping that we can change the ending. Sometimes life is like a book, you can make your own ending but you can never make another chapter after its END . I’d like to share this video for people out there. I know most of you can relate to this…

“You feel that way because that person is the one who’s filling the void.” I was stunned, I stop crying for a while. Maybe my friend was right. Another change is happening and I don’t know how to react…she said it’s understandable, it’s normal. I feel sad, I felt terrible. One thing I realized, I’m scared to be alone again. People’s life is filled of unending void. No matter what we do, there will still be something to fill, something to change. Sometimes we cling on something or someone that fills the void in our life. Doesn’t matter if it’s the right thing or the right person, what matter is: “They fill the void.” But what will you do if the one who fills the void is consuming so much of your space that you can’t breathe anymore? I realized that life is not only about filling the void. What still matters most is what we really want to do with our life and what makes us truly happy. Not because they fill the void means they’re the one for us. Sometimes the one who fill the ...